home is where my habits have a habitatjoys.
cities.lately,cities.
you're seeing the lines of these streets mapped out in your veins.
(& those others, like intersections -
as though that's some kind of justification.) it's become more about acceptance now;
after all, it's YOUR skin. it's YOUR brain.
your own fault, your own pain; & jesus, you're still wrapped up in this.
so now the sewers look like arteries & the bridges look like scars
yeah, it's the details you remember.
'cause suddenly, today, you're acutely aware
of that bloodclot in your chest, of your breath in the air;
oxygen to carbon dioxide - how the
this one's for you, holly...it's winter.this one's for you, holly...
the girl in the photograph is smiling; you can't tell if it's sarcastic or not. either way, you think she's beautiful. & you're not sure if it's wrong to think that - she's dead now, and they don't really use the verb "committed" so much anymore.
when you're driving over the bridge to get home, you often find yourself wondering if there's anything more beautiful than this coastline in the storm. then you remember the time you saw a man being talked away from the railing, & you wonder if there's anything that's been left untouched, untainted, by the utter disease of it.
the dead girl,
dead tired, hotwired.thoughts on missing the sunrise: you're not sure exactly when the scales tipped,dead tired, hotwired.
but lack of sleep isn't really an issue anymore.
there are things no one should think, so you've been keeping your mind busy visualising the landscapes, the cityscapes;
yeah, it's all just an escape. with the curtains drawn and the volume low
a bridge, a building,
a fucking train wreck -
it's a slow bleed, this one.
and you can make it what you like; call it a cure and it has purpose. give it a name; it has identity. let it inside you; it has
erase:rewindjust let me get my bearings;erase:rewind
you: setting fires me: drugged with smoke.
"y'know, i keep having the strangest dreams..."
& there are choices, yeah but when lungs & hearts have a mind of their own well, some things just aren't so easy to control.
& it's that lacking which kicks the stand from under me. that's usually when the numbers on the scales start descending and all that nothing, well, for "nothing," it sure goes to your head in dizzying amounts.
this is the setting of mood and scene cue the soundtrack, the girl walking away an
Curtain c a l lForty, loveCurtain c a l l
the wind grips my shoulders
and oh god,
my head,
my head and heart are in battle and
...
The drugs make me forgive and forget and share.
“let’s share our problems”
Yes, lets. Lets take them to the
dollar store, sell our sins for
drugs and cheap whores
and rot.
The smell of urine lingers and the dull ache
never goes away, no matter how
extreme you go, how high you reach ..
We all want to see what’s below.
Dans ma peau .. In my skin, There’s a game going on that I’ll never win and
will you care? Will I
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My falling shape will draw a line, between the blue of sea and sky.
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
*dingding* RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You can't hug the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- hug 6 other people
4- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitly get started hugging right away!
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i need a little love to ease the pain.
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i need a little love to ease the pain.
i heart lauren. she pwns all. 8)
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